brokenrecord | (no subject)

I am so disoriented. I went up to my bed to finish reading for English and I was done at 8:20 so I was like "I'm comfortable. I'm just going to lie here for like 10 minutes, and then I'll get up and do other stuff." And then I ended up falling asleep. And like... I hate taking naps. I always wake up with a weird taste in my mouth and feel kind of sick after naps, and I can never fall asleep when I actually want to go to bed later (unless I stayed up all night the night before or am sick, neither of which is the case). I have no idea how that happened. I'm not even that tired, I got a good amount of sleep the previous few nights. And it usually takes me forever to fall asleep. I'm REALLY disoriented from this. When I woke up, all I remember is suddenly being up and looking down and seeing my roommate and her friend looking at me and my first thought was "Why is my roommate getting ready for work with someone else in the room?" I totally thought it was Wednesday morning! So now I feel really weird because I was really sure that Tuesday was over and it was Wednesday now, when... there's still more of Tuesday to go. It's only 10:23 now.

Needless to say, I haven't actually worked on my paper at all today. I was going to, but... I don't know. I kept procrastinating. Hearing that so many people in my class haven't even watched the movie yet, let alone started, makes me feel like I'm not so behind. So I decided just to get my English and Film reading done tonight so I wouldn't have to worry about it tomorrow, and I can spend all tomorrow writing the paper, much like I did with the English paper last Wednesday. Which sucked, but this one is shorter, and I already have a thesis/outline. I just need to start writing.

...I know this is not a very interesting post, but I just feel so weird right now. I think I'm going to watch last night's episode of House and then try to fall asleep. If I can't get to sleep tonight, I'm going to be very pissed at myself.