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lkjsdf I feel so crappy right now. So I had German lab from 3-4, and somehow I just... forgot. I was doing absolutely NOTHING, just sitting at my computer, and I looked at the time and saw it was 3:37 and all of a sudden I was like "OH CRAP I HAVE CLASS." And normally this wouldn't be very big of a deal because... whatever, missing one class isn't the end of the world. But for German lab, the only thing you get graded on is actually being there, and there's only 4 people in the lab, so it's obvious when you're not there. So I spent a minute debating whether I should just e-mail the professor or the lab instructor that I was sick or something, but then I was like "Whatever, I can still make a little of it." So I threw on my shoes and ran across campus to class. Which, ok, our campus is very small, so I got there at 3:45, but it was 80 degrees and I was wearing a sweatshirt since it was cold in my room, and I hate running, so I arrived, 45 minutes late to class, sweating and out of breath. I talked to him afterwards and told him I just lost track of time and he was like "Next time you should just send me an e-mail if you know you're going to be late" and I was like "But I didn't know! I just lost track of time! I really didn't mean to!" and he was like "Ok, but next time you should let me know if you're going to be late, because otherwise I think you want to drop German" or something and I was like "No! No! I definitely don't! I love German!" which is true. And he was like "All right" and I was like "Seriously, I feel really bad" and he just kind of looked at me funny. Oh well. I don't think my grade is likely to suffer for it, but I still feel bad. blah. I'm just so mad at myself, because it's such a stupid mistake. I don't miss, class, ok? I really don't like to miss class. And I wouldn't be as upset if I had just missed like... Multivariable Calc, because then it would just be "Ok, I need to get the notes from someone." blah.

ugh. So far this week has been sucking, and it's only Tuesday. ALL I had to do today was go to this lab. I didn't even have homework for the lab. I just had to show up for an hour and try to speak German, and I failed spectacularly. And now I have homework to do. And I have to coordinate times to meet with two different groups for group projects. I hate group projects. blah.