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Feb. 15th, 2009 09:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
brokenrecordajksdf ok addendum to previous post: So Li also happens to be in the group for the differential equations project, and we were all supposed to meet at 8 tonight. Well one of the guys was in Wisconsin over the weekend and didn't get e-mailed about the meeting until today because I didn't have his e-mail, a different guy did, so we were expecting him not to show up. But Li said 8 would work, and then she e-mailed me at 7:30 to ask me when we were meeting and I told her 8, and guess who didn't show up again? ugh I don't understand what's going on! I feel like I'm not asking that much! I wouldn't even care if she was 15 or 20 minutes late, as long as she shows up. But by 9 she still hadn't shown up, and her phone was off. gah. This is why I hate group projects! It's better if I'm the only one responsible for the work so if I screw up, I have no one to blame but myself. At least the other guy showed up. But 50% of a group doesn't quite work. And I have a better understanding of what's going on in the class than he does, so we basically wasted an hour doing nothing but waiting.
And the thing is, when stuff like this happens, I just want to try to relax and forget about it and bring my mood up, and right now that means watching movies. I did end up watching The Apartment earlier (which I really liked, even though it wasn't quite what I expected), and now I want to watch another movie, but I really can't or I'll be wanting to shoot myself on Wednesday and Thursday. Except I think I might still do it anyway because I really can't focus on work right now. I know I'll end up getting everything done, anyways, because I always do. Apparently my study habits aren't going to be better this semester like I had intended. Whatever, I'll get up early tomorrow and be productive. And I was kind of productive earlier, anyway. I finished my German homework and I memorized all my German vocab for the next test which is the majority of the studying I have to do for the test and I usually do it the night before, so at least I'll have a little more time on Thursday if I need it (which I'm sure I will) to finish up the research proposal for stats. So I think I'll go take a shower, watch His Girl Friday, and then wake up early tomorrow and work on my stats lab and whatever else I need to do. (I mean, I'm done with all the work that's due tomorrow, it's more just whether or not I should start getting stuff done that's due later in the week so I won't go crazy when the work starts piling up.)
And the thing is, when stuff like this happens, I just want to try to relax and forget about it and bring my mood up, and right now that means watching movies. I did end up watching The Apartment earlier (which I really liked, even though it wasn't quite what I expected), and now I want to watch another movie, but I really can't or I'll be wanting to shoot myself on Wednesday and Thursday. Except I think I might still do it anyway because I really can't focus on work right now. I know I'll end up getting everything done, anyways, because I always do. Apparently my study habits aren't going to be better this semester like I had intended. Whatever, I'll get up early tomorrow and be productive. And I was kind of productive earlier, anyway. I finished my German homework and I memorized all my German vocab for the next test which is the majority of the studying I have to do for the test and I usually do it the night before, so at least I'll have a little more time on Thursday if I need it (which I'm sure I will) to finish up the research proposal for stats. So I think I'll go take a shower, watch His Girl Friday, and then wake up early tomorrow and work on my stats lab and whatever else I need to do. (I mean, I'm done with all the work that's due tomorrow, it's more just whether or not I should start getting stuff done that's due later in the week so I won't go crazy when the work starts piling up.)
