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Ah, band camp's over! Crappy last day. blah. Well, not all of it, but I was just in a really bad mood for the first few hours. There was kind of a reason, but kind of not, and the kind of reason was stupid, so whatever. Beach party tonight from 5-9ish. Don't know when I'm going yet. I think Jackie (and Justin?) might need rides, but I'm not sure. I'm just going to relax for awhile now.

I finished Crystal Cave! I really loved that book. I want to get the next 3, but what with school starting, I don't know when I'll have time to read them. =/ I'll see, I guess.

The band website is almost done! I'm proud. Just... three more pages, I think? Not much, in any case. And most of the updates are done too. So yay, I'm happy. Can't wait till it's done. Then I'll only have to spend a few minutes once a week updating things. I told Mrs. Bentley I was planning on having it done by the end of band camp, but I don't know if I'm going to finish it today. I may just leave it for tomorrow. Tomorrow I'm planning to work at the animal shelter for an hour very early (not sure exactly when, but only a little after it opens) and then I guess I'll finish the website if I haven't yet. I might go to the Spectrum (planning on going by myself, but if anyone else wants to come with me, just let me know. Last weekend before school starts!), but I don't know yet.

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Beach party was pretty bleh. I don't know. I was hoping it'd be a lot better because so far, this year has been better than last years, but... it wasn't that much better. I guess it was overall, but... blah. The freshman year beach parties were the best. I've been in a really like... I don't know. Depressed sort of mood recently. On Thursday night it was like... all good through the parent meeting until the very, very end where I started suddenly thinking these stupid pessimistic thoughts and then... I'm very obsessive over things so I continued to obsess over the pessimistic thoughts for several hours, and they carried over into today, and it's just all been very not fun. I'll swing back up soon, though, I'm hoping.

Also, found out that I probably can't go to the Ruby's night after marching band rehearsal next Tuesday (band camp's over and school won't have started yet, but we have a music rehearsal Tuesday from noon to 3). I have no ride. Or, I might have a ride there, or a ride back, but not both. This is why I need my own car. I was looking forward to it, too. All the Ruby's nights I've been to have been fun, unlike the beach parties. Whatever, I suppose it'd be better if I stayed home and finished the work I need to do before next week. It's still not helping my bad mood, though.

Tomorrow I'm going to the animal shelter early to work for... I don't know. An hour, I'm hoping? Then possibly going to the Spectrum. Tomorrow I also need to have the band website completely finished and I really should start on the assignment from my college counselor, since I have a meeting next Wednesday and I haven't done anything she assigned yet. eck.