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[brokenrecord]

Jazz band tryouts were ok. I mean, I don't think I'm going to make it, but they went all right. Like, all last night and this morning I was totally nervous and freaking out, but then at the end of lunch I practiced with some other tenors and I pretty much decided then and there that I wasn't going to make it. And I was completely convinced of it too, because I became totally calm from then on. I really wasn't very nervous at the audition, because I already had decided I wasn't going to make it, so why worry? And I do think I did all right, I didn't bomb it or anything, but I don't think it was good enough. Plus, I realized too that I have no idea how to play in a jazz style. I'm totally classical, and I'm really good at classical, but... not jazz. I just have no experience with it. So... whatever. Results will be posted tomorrow some time. I would like to make it, but... it'll be ok if I don't. I'll get over it.

Nothing else of importance happened today, really.

Eventually, I will get caught up on comments. Thank you to everyone who commented in the last post with support. I really appreciate all of your encouragement. :)