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-Brian's still 50000000x hotter than Brandon. His line about there being no stipulations on how many they did at once was awesome.
-I like the Michael/Justin friendship. It's such a complete growth from the beginning of the series, and I love when characters grow and change realistically.
-Melanie and Lindsay need to get back together, like, now. Seriously. I actually really liked Corinn (I believe that's her name, don't know about the spelling), but... still. I'm tired of their break up being so drawn out when you know they're going to get back together by the end of the series.
-I'm glad the Melanie/Lindsay/Michael drama about their daughter is over. Just was reminded of that when Michael came to pick up Jenny Rebecca.
-Brian's speech to Ted=love. And man, is Gale fabulous. He just keeps on delivering such fantastic performances, even though it's so near to the end. The tears in his eyes when he was talking about losing the two people that meant most to him were just... guh. Poor, poor Brian.
-Justin's dad deserves to die painfully.
-Emmett's matching sparkly hat and scarf (worn when he finds Drew is his "stalker") are awesome.
-Knew it was Drew (...though I was kind of spoiled. Only that he would appear again this season). I actually really liked Drew and Emmett together last season, even though Drew was a homophobic, closeted asshole.
-Where's Hunter? :(
-Michael gave Hunter's bed to Justin. al;ksf what a fucking ass! I'd understand if it'd been months, or something, but I don't think it's even been one fucking month. My god! I think Ben overreacted a little bit, but I definitely understand, and I am on his side. I get that Michael's trying to move on in his own way, trying not to think about Hunter anymore, but he's just coming off as this unfeeling, uncaring, unsympathetic ass.
-Ah, Justin's speech to his dad? Total love. Also, his dad saying the "vast majority" is against gay people or gay rights or whatever? Total lie. There is a majority, at least against gay marriage (I wouldn't say that it's against all gay rights, but I don't know for sure), but it's by no means "vast". And his "perverting the sanctity of marriage" - yeah, because heterosexuals haven't perverted it enough as it is. The ability to get a divorce in itself is a perversion of the sanctity of marriage! I'm betting that anyone reading this isn't as homophobic as Justin's dad is and it's pointless to rant about it, but this issue really just gets me riled up. sigh.
-The Emmett/Ted scene was cute, especially Emmett swinging Ted around. I really love their friendship.
-Hee. I knew Brian would come up with some way to get his 10th before Brandon.
-Awwww, I knew that when Ben thought he'd found Hunter, it wouldn't be him. Poor Ben. And Ben getting all teary at the end of that scene? Awwwwwwwwwww. :( Poor Ben.
-Ah, I knew Brian would win. Well, I was completely spoiled for it. But, come on. Who would turn down Brian, especially for someone like Brandon?
-Poor Drew, with the outing and all. I feel bad for him, even though he's still in total denial. Emmett calling Drew baby, though, was totally adorable.
-Justin's mom is totally awesome. I love her.
-Brian hitting his head in the attic with Lindsay=hee!
-Lindsay's speech to Brian was awesome, and so, so true.
-Melanie apologizing to Lindsay was really unexpected, since she's usually a lot more... I don't know, rude? Doesn't apologize easily. Especially in this case, when it wasn't really like she had done anything wrong. I mean, she did make Lindsay feel bad, and it was a good thing to do, but it was unexpected. At least, from her.
-Man, Gale can convey so much with a look. geez. I knew Brian wouldn't "take his prize" (...spoiled for it, though). guh. Poor Brian.
-Ah, Drew comes out! Kissing and holding each other! So cute! ...yeah, I totally love Drew/Emmett. And this time it's even better, since they're finally on the same page.
-Hunter's ok! Awwwwww. He really needs to come back, though.
-The end, with Brian realizing what Lindsay said and that he can't be the young, hot thing forever was just... man. Poor Brian. But at the same time, yay, since that issue was one of the obstacles in his and Justin's relationship. Their reconcilliation will make more sense with this having happened.
-Ok, I know they're broken up, but this episode still needed 100% more Brian/Justin interraction. I mean, I really liked it, but... I still needed some B/J. I loved their interraction in early season 3, when they were broken up. I guess it's different now, because Brian was pretending that it didn't affect him as much, and he had someone (Ethan) to be all snotty/rude to, and such, but... still. I miss them together, even if they're not a couple.

meep. Only, what, 5 episodes left? And then no more Queer as Folk. geez. It's going by so fast!


So, thankfully, no spiders devoured me in my sleep last night, and additionally, I found none sitting on me when I woke up this morning. I finished cleaning the floor of my room. Or, at least, organizing everything into piles. Boxes of paper that I'm done with, piles of papers/photos/other things that I don't want to get rid of, a stack of notebooks, a stack of binders, a very tall stack of CD cases that migrated from my dresser to various places on the ground, a pile of socks (...so that's where they all went!), some book covers I used last year for my textbooks, 2 bags of various pencils/pens/etc, and a pile of 3x5 notecards. I did not see the spider anywhere. This is making me nervous, as I figure one of five different scenarios could have happened. First, it could've crawled into one of the 2 open drawers in my dresser. This is very likely, as it was scurrying in that direction when I last saw it. This isn't too bad, as I rarely go into those drawers and if I do, it won't be for months, most likely. Spiders don't have long lives, right? Hopefully by then it will be dead. Second, it could've crawled behind my dresser. This is also all right, as I never, ever go back there, and in my vast cleaning plan for my room over the next few weeks, behind my dresser is not one of the places I plan on cleaning. Three, it could've gone back into the box of papers where it originally crawled out of. This isn't so bad, either, as long as it stays in there. Four, it could've left my room entirely. I like this scenario a lot. Fifth, it could've crawled under my bed. This scenario is freaking me out the most, because the next place I planned on cleaning was under my bed, as there are many, many papers there. Then I managed to comfort myself by realizing that it's a small, dark place, and there are probably already several spiders living down there. ...this ended up not comforting me very much, and instead freaked me out more. sigh.

Anyways. Ended up deciding not to go to Irvine Stadium to watch fireworks and hang out with people. Don't think I ever was seriously considering it. I think I'd feel kind of awkward just showing up there, since it was only casually mentioned to me and... it didn't feel like a real invite, though I suppose it was. I don't know. I felt liked I'd have more fun cleaning my room. ...yeah. That's kind of pathetic.

SAT class returns once more tomorrow. I have a quiz and homework and I haven't even looked at anything yet. This is especially bad, seeing as I won't have any time to do anything tomorrow morning. I guess I should do that sometime tonight. hm.

Recently, my mom's been bugging me a lot. I don't even know why. It's kind of sudden, too. We usually get along great, since I mean... we have the same political beliefs and I can talk to her openly about that kind of stuff and I even got her into Arrested Development and Wonderfalls (I'm planning on hooking her on Veronica Mars, once I get the DVDs) and we read and like the same types of books, more often than not, and I don't know. She lets me go to loads of concerts and doesn't make me pay her back right away and she likes the same music I listen to, and even when she doesn't really love it, she says that it's not bad and she can listen to it without wanting to rip her ears off, and such, and I don't know. She's really a great mom. But recently, I've just been incredibly irritated by her. I don't know. I mean, when I was a kid, I never really felt like she treated me like a kid. She didn't treat me like an adult, but... she never talked down to me, or anything. But now it feels like she's stopped... growing with me? Like now it feels like she's talking to me as if I were 10 again and babying me and such and it's driving me insane. And then I feel guilty about it because she's still a great mother and I'm lucky to have her, and then I feel annoyed at her for making me feel guilty, even though she has no idea that I'm annoyed by her, and it's just an endless cycle of negativity. And I might even say that it's because I'm pissed off in general, but the thing is, I'm not. I'm actually in a decent mood, and my dad's not bugging me at all. So, I don't know. I'm hoping it passes soon.

I need to make some icons. I haven't been making very many lately. I made a set of Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind icons a few nights ago, but that's it. hm. I should make some more soon.

Started organizing my CDs. I guess I'll finish doing that now, and then do my SAT hw and study for the quiz.

Happy Fourth to all that live in the U.S. :)

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