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Beach party was pretty bleh. I don't know. I was hoping it'd be a lot better because so far, this year has been better than last years, but... it wasn't that much better. I guess it was overall, but... blah. The freshman year beach parties were the best. I've been in a really like... I don't know. Depressed sort of mood recently. On Thursday night it was like... all good through the parent meeting until the very, very end where I started suddenly thinking these stupid pessimistic thoughts and then... I'm very obsessive over things so I continued to obsess over the pessimistic thoughts for several hours, and they carried over into today, and it's just all been very not fun. I'll swing back up soon, though, I'm hoping.

Also, found out that I probably can't go to the Ruby's night after marching band rehearsal next Tuesday (band camp's over and school won't have started yet, but we have a music rehearsal Tuesday from noon to 3). I have no ride. Or, I might have a ride there, or a ride back, but not both. This is why I need my own car. I was looking forward to it, too. All the Ruby's nights I've been to have been fun, unlike the beach parties. Whatever, I suppose it'd be better if I stayed home and finished the work I need to do before next week. It's still not helping my bad mood, though.

Tomorrow I'm going to the animal shelter early to work for... I don't know. An hour, I'm hoping? Then possibly going to the Spectrum. Tomorrow I also need to have the band website completely finished and I really should start on the assignment from my college counselor, since I have a meeting next Wednesday and I haven't done anything she assigned yet. eck.

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Freshman year didn't seem that exciting at the time, but it was loads better than sophomore year. There aren't many years I've hated as much as sophomore year. bleh. This year seems better so far, but school hasn't started yet, so we'll see.

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I know. Freshman year seemed like so much work while I was in it, but now it's like "pssh we had nothing to do all day". Which is why I don't look forward to next year either, sigh.

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I know. sigh. And how freshman year, I was all "Geez, no teacher can be as bad as Heffernan" and now it's like "...uh. I'd rather have Heffernan ever single year in high school than have Tran even for one year." blah.